The Only Living Boy in New York

Yesterday my speech teacher told us that society today doesn't think enough. We're always listening to music or listening to people. I disagree. Thinking is a trap it makes you think of things out of reach. Thinking gets out of control. One little thought can lead to a million worries and fears and regrets. It's confusing I know. Today I was stuck thinking. I want to get away. I want to hop on a plane and just go. I want to go somewhere else change my routine see what's out there. I can't believe how lucky some people are who get to leave for weeks of their summer. I used to think omg I'd miss people so much, but now that I'm in college I've gotten used to missing people. You just do it quietly and you move on. Someday you'll see them again. I know I'm going to live abroad someday... but I wish it was now. I wish I was looking forward to something. There's nothing remotely fabulous about my near future. I guess I should get working on that.

Song of the Day: The Only Living Boy in New York - Simon and Garfunkel